He’s our savior/He’s a monster

by Not Sure

September 20, 2026

In his first round of trade wars with China in 2019, Donald Trump said that someone had to ‘take on’ China. Then he looked heavenward and said, ‘I am the chosen one.’

At the White House Easter commemoration, Trump was surrounded by a few of his top spiritual advisors. He said, ‘On Palm Sunday, Jesus entered Jerusalem as crowds welcomed him with praise honoring him as king,’ before adding with a smile, ‘They call me king now. Can you believe it?’ Paula White-Cain (Paula Furr Knight White Cain) was at that event. She is considered Trump’s closest spiritual advisor. She took the president’s comparison to Jesus further. ‘Jesus taught so many lessons through his death, burial, and resurrection. He showed us great leadership, great transformation requires great sacrifice. And Mr. President, no one has paid the price like you have paid the price. It almost cost you your life. You were betrayed and arrested and falsely accused. It’s a familiar pattern that our lord and savior showed us.’

I have written about Paula White-Cain before. She is a show-woman equal to Trump, laying on hands and fighting spiritual warfare, grifter style. She offers a Passover/Easter Holy Land Communion Set ‘with two olive wood cups, grape juice and unleavened bread from Israel and an instruction booklet’ on how to celebrate the Lord's supper all in an ‘attractive, commemorative box set.’ This is a bargain at $125. ‘For your special Passover offering of $1,000 or more as the Holy Spirit leads,’ you will also receive the ‘beautiful 10-inch Waterford crystal cross’ and she will pray for God to smite your enemies. I’m saving up.

Okay, she has a way to go to equal Donald Trump’s showmanship and grift-bling. For $199, you can get the POTUS 47 sneakers and for $499 you can get gold-toned Trump Presidential Golf Shoes. Hang on to your $TRUMP crypto if you bought in at $29-30 per token. It is now trading at $2.10-2.14, down 97% from its peak. The Orange Lord & Savior sells MAGA hats, clothing, footwear, skin care and fragrance, home goods (candles, blankets, coffee pods, and bath robes), and luxury items including electric and acoustic guitars, watches up to $100,000 and Bibles.

In his 1987 book The Art of the Deal, Trump’s ghostwriter wrote, ‘The final key to the way I promote is bravado. I play to people’s fantasies. People may not always think big themselves, but they can get very excited by those who do. That is why a little hyperbole never hurts. People want to believe that something is the biggest, the greatest and the most spectacular.’

No other President has personally sold merchandise while in office. It is unprecedented and another word that comes to mind is ‘disgusting.’ Maybe the Trump train is slowing down. The day after the ‘assassination attempt’ on Trump was especially good business for one Tennessee store specializing in Trump merchandise. At Trump’s 2025 inauguration he said, ‘I was saved by God to make America great again.’ That location of the Trump Superstore is now closing due to lack of business.

Some Trump supporters have been more measured and wear hats and T-shirts that proclaim ‘Jesus is my savior. Trump is my president.’ But they extend the worshipful reverence. Trump’s diehard supporters think of him as more than a human, superhuman, really. Anointed by God for this time in the world’s history.

What does the other side in this dialectic say? Trump is a monster. A fascist. Racist. Authoritarian. Corrupt. He runs the country like a business. (That one is particularly troubling since Trump businesses filed Chapter 11 bankruptcy six times between 1991 and 2009). The No Kings protest movement started in June of 2025, voicing disapproval of Trump’s actions, policies, and expansion of Executive powers. I haven’t investigated the money and NGOs behind this ‘movement.’ Their website says: ‘Vote Early is the next step of reclaiming our power after a year of mass mobilizations.’ That’s the best they can do in the dialectic. Vote!

The history of the dialectic dates to the ancient Greeks. It is a method of reasoning and argumentation that seeks to resolve contradictions. Heraclitus ‘focused on the cosmic principles of change and the unity of opposites.’ Hegel developed dialectical logic. He saw contradiction as the driving force, the root of all movement of life’ and development. Pike’s Morals and Dogma discusses opposing forces at great length. Recently, I was listening to some Freemasons discuss one of the degrees, and one of them said ‘Nothing happens without the dialectic.’

The unity of opposites is synthesis, the resolution of contradictions. To look closely at contradictions or apparent opposites requires dispassion. Freedom from passion, bias, emotion. Objectivity. In other words, you cannot have a dog in the fight. If you do, then you cannot be objective. If you vote, you cannot be objective. In fact, nearly anything that requires you to choose and adhere to that choice places you within a contradiction. Let us look at religion for a moment. Some religions make a distinction between objective religion and subjective religion. Objective religion refers to fixed doctrines, scriptures, and teachings revealed by God. Subjective religion is a personal, internal experience of faith, an emotional connection to the divine. The pendulum has swung on this through history; ideally religions offer room for that balance between adhering to doctrine and acknowledging subjective experience.

Here is the pesky dialectic at work again. Both Islam and Christianity, to pick two main religions, assert that divine revelation provides an absolute, external standard for truth that exists independently of individual feelings or cultural perspectives. Ah, but Islam and Christianity have very different fixed doctrines, scriptures, and teachings revealed by God. Which one is the absolute, external standard for truth? Any resolution must necessarily make one side false. This has kept theologians and philosophers busy for years.

Here are two little bits to ponder. For Hegel, religion is a stage in Spirit's self-development; philosophy achieves in conceptual form what religion achieves in image and feeling. For Hegel, every contradiction is mediated, brought about through an intervening agency. The dialectic cancels opposites into a higher unity. For Kierkegaard, there can be no gradual, mediated bridge. It is a leap from the ethical to the religious. The ethical person is committed to the universal. The religious person stands beyond the universal, in a relation to God that the ethical framework cannot mediate. The inwardness of faith is in principle inaccessible to objective verification. The contradiction between ‘objective truth’ and ‘subjective faith’ is not resolved. Kierkegaard offers a gap. Ground where there is never mediation. The leap is when you stop thinking about faith and become a believer. The religious person is forever in the gap which cannot be mediated, forever taking the leap. The ground is never solid. They live in the gap, in the crossing, in the tension. What comes to mind is C.S. Lewis’ novel Perelandra, an ocean world where the surface is dotted with floating islands, and the Green Lady is prohibited from sleeping or dwelling on the Fixed Land as that symbolizes a desire for control and a lack of faith in divine will.

This side trip is not without purpose. Let us call the Fixed Land, the Land of Contradictions and Resolution. Is it possible to live forever with meaning and purpose on the Floating Islands Where You Have No Control? To live outside the need for resolution? Here is a quote from Alan Watt on the main page of the Cutting Through the Matrix website. “In all ages, in all lands, there have been those who seek truth. This seeking is an individual's search for something more than self, and much more than the confines of this worldly system. It is the seeker, who understands there is more than what meets the eye, who is not afraid and makes the choice to go into the unknown. The process of awaking has begun, the discovery is underway.

The ‘worldly system’ has been thoroughly explored, flags planted on solid ground, civilizations thrown up like Wild West film set facades, fronting for nothing real, at best, or covering the reality of barbarism as far as the eye can see. At an objective distance, we can see the ‘never-ending story,’ the contradictions constantly resolving into a new synthesis, a new unity, the always-desired goal. Up close and without objectivity, we become part of the set pieces of someone else’s drama, participating in the dialectic, bringing about someone else’s resolution.

From this Alan Watt Redux of September 20, 2026, ‘You use the leaders especially, who are a bit higher in the agenda, they've got a better idea of the real goals, for their level, but they don't let the followers know that. They just, yeah, yeah, right, these rotten sods were bad to you, now it's your turn to get revenge. So, you use them, you see.

You dispose of them too because once you bring in this system and you've conquered the old system, and the ones who are above communism who run it all take over the system, they cannot have those same people running around loose. They want to then convince what's left of society that now you're in a safe obedient society.’

My first up-close look at how the Covid Event populated The Land of Contradictions and Resolution with specially chosen priests of The Most Holy Order of Science and Medicine was at an event in 2022 in Dallas, Texas. A listener sent me a ticket to attend the Crimes Against Humanity Tour in June of that year. It was an expensive event, and it was originally scheduled at the rather posh Plano Event Center (a convention/event venue in Plano, TX) but the venue was changed last-minute to the much smaller and not at all posh Fair Park Bible Fellowship Church in Dallas. The event advertised that the featured speakers would be Dr. Richard M. Fleming, Dr. Reiner Fuellmich, Dr. Judy Mikovits, and Patrick Wood.

I printed out more than two hundred transcript booklets of some of Alan Watt’s most accessible talks. I packed them up with CTTM greeting cards, magnets and bookmarks in little cellophane gift bags, and tied each bag off with a ribbon. I expected that this event would be attended by people genuinely seeking a deep understanding of how we found ourselves in a situation where crimes of such magnitude could be committed against humanity, and that by giving a nice little gift to the attendees, they would be armed with a source for answers.

My research had informed me that these events were popular and even though the tickets were about $250 each, they filled their venues across the States. As it turned out, only Dr. Richard M. Fleming appeared as a headliner, with several scientists and activists I had not heard of. The last-minute change of venue was an obvious attempt to salvage some of the proceeds of the event. The expected turnout would have been about five hundred people, and the gross revenue would have been $125,000. I counted heads at the church and there were about ninety people. Each one of them received a nice CTTM package. The event coordinators grossed around $22,000 for a one-day event.

One question that occurred to me when I saw the aging audience, and I mentioned this to someone sitting near me, was ‘Why did they not offer complimentary or very inexpensive tickets to students and young people? Two hundred fifty dollars is a lot of money for most people, but prohibitive for younger folk.’

On the first bathroom break, I approached Dr. Fleming and asked him what happened to Dr. Fuellmich, Dr. Mikovits, and Patrick Wood. I got an earful which surprised me since I was a stranger to him. ‘Fuellmich had only been allowed into the US because of an exemption letter I [Fleming] wrote, which was based on affidavits that I now find out are false.’ He accused Fuellmich of ‘attacking’ him behind the scenes. Fuellmich ‘clearly misstated asymptomatic spread’ by misreading a Wuhan paper.

I listened carefully and took notes but even as the speakers were presenting, I had the thought ‘They are blinding us with science.’ Not one of them could make the subjects they presented accessible to a layperson. In fact, it appeared like a deliberate technique to me, as if they understood that their purpose was to dazzle us with their ‘superior’ intellects while muddying the water, making it impossible for us to extract anything of use in the real world.

During breaks, I talked to attendees and made sure to give them the Alan Watt gift package. We were offered a simple lunch of salad and enchiladas, and I talked to some of the attendees there too. Almost everyone I spoke with was looking for a political solution or they were focused on using the legal system to punish the perpetrators of these crimes against humanity. I made a few attempts to enlarge the conversation to eugenics and the depopulation agenda, being careful not to overwhelm, but just drop a few little crumbs here and there. As I said, all ninety members of the audience left with a gift bag. No one ever contacted me to let me know that they appreciated the information I shared in the gift bag or to let me know that they had visited the website.

Later, I learned that Fuellmich, Mikovits, and Wood said that Fleming was lying about them, and had attacked them on Twitter. The tour organizers were said to have vetted Fleming and knew about his behavior but withheld the results from the other speakers, so they only discovered the full picture after several weeks on the road. During the presentation, Fleming said he was called the ‘Father of Modern Nuclear Cardiology’ and had developed the ‘Fleming Theory’ of Inflammation and Heart Disease. What he did not share was that in 2009, he was sentenced to probation and ordered to pay more than $107,000.00 in restitution for healthcare fraud and mail fraud after admitting to submitting false claims for imaging studies and product testing work that he did not perform.

Reiner Fuellmich was the spokesman for the Corona Investigative Committee, a non-governmental body that investigated the scientific and legal basis of pandemic measures. He is currently serving a prison sentence in Germany after being convicted of embezzlement. His co-founder of the committee, Viviane Fischer, initiated the criminal claim. She was either wronged by Fuellmich, or she ‘sold him out’ depending on who is telling the story. My only thought after watching a few episodes of the Corona Investigative Committee was that it seemed futile to use elements of the system to fight the system.

Many alternative ‘experts’ during this time were championing the idea of communities for the unvaxxed. Trouble is that the setup looked just like the vaxxed world with alternative legal, educational, and banking systems. A lack of imagination as our system is an ancient one, designed by masters of Western façade civilizations. Who would want to copy that?

One thing I observed during Covid was that not everyone who claimed to be ‘for the people,’ was really that. Like carpetbaggers from the North who descended upon the South after the Civil War, this Covid Event was also populated with people looking for financial gain and fifteen minutes of fame, and those most likely to grab the carrot were those who could best blind us with their science.

The dialectical technique is always used by the science-blinders. They feed off each other. Scientist A says it came from a wet market and Scientist B says it was a lab leak. Scientist A said it never existed and Scientist B said it did. Scientist A said that it never existed and the point was the vaccine. Scientist B said it existed and the point was not regular vaccines, but the mRNA vaccine which by the way, they were the ‘inventor’ of decades ago. These are the contradictions. What are the resolutions? No perpetrator has ever been brought to justice.

RFK Jr. is not a scientist, but he rode the wave beautifully. As someone who fronted one of the key (and seemingly authorized) anti-vax organizations, he parlayed this into a run for U.S. President and was then appointed by Donald Trump to be Secretary of Health and Human Services. His first initiative was MAHA. Make America Healthy Again. Did this have anything to do with tackling big pharma and the vaccine schedule, or Covid vaccinations? No. We must remove harmful food coloring and seed oils from America’s food!

Here's a bit of 'resolution' from the man who brought you Operation Warpspeed. Trump’s recent executive order to change the vaccine schedule to limit childhood vaccines and separate the MMR vaccine into three separate vaccines for measles, mumps and rubella has no immediate legal or medical sticking power. It is a non-binding recommendation that does not change the current federal immunization schedule, which remains set by the CDC. Crucially, the order is impossible to implement because no standalone measles, mumps, or rubella vaccines are currently licensed or available in the U.S. It’s a publicity stunt aimed at his core supporters who conveniently forgot Operation Warpspeed when they voted for him. They forgot it because politics is the dialectic process on steroids and he was the captain of their team, or their savior, depending on who you asked. It is a beautifully timed publicity stunt because his supporters are not happy with him because of the cost of gasoline. They don’t mind that American soldiers are responsible for the deaths of Iranian civilians for a war we have no business being involved in. Lacking objectivity, they just want revenge over that hostage situation from more than forty-five years ago, or they want to hasten Christ’s return once prophecy is fulfilled, according to the Scofield bible.

Dan Lloyd is a 63-year-old carpenter who is feeling the pain at the pump. “‘Where’s all this oil from Venezuela? I thought we were flush with gas and everything, but no. The American people eat it every time, whether it’s interest rates, food, gasoline.’ Still, he expects to vote Republican in the midterms.’

Kristin Jiminez shrugged off the increase after filling up her Mercedes. ‘We’ve paid the same price under Republican presidents, we’ve paid this price under Democrat presidents,’ said Jimenez, a mother who runs a small business. She plans to vote for a Republican in because they’re the ‘lesser of two evils.’

She said gas prices aren’t part of her calculation.

‘We don’t mind paying $8 for a cup of coffee at Starbucks, but we have a problem paying four bucks at the pump?’ she said. ‘Make it make sense.’”

I will try to ‘make it make sense.’ I was listening to another Alan Watt talk this morning and he talked about how you cannot vote for the lesser of two evils. ‘Evil is evil,’ he said. I don’t drive a Mercedes and maybe that goes hand in hand with $8 coffee at Starbucks which I also do not do. Coffee is not something that people must have to get to work. They may claim it is, but it is not. Coffee is not $8 a cup because the Strait of Hormuz is closed. It may become a $12 cup, and that might be blamed on the supply chain, but right now, Ms. Jiminez is comparing apples to oranges and clearly, she voted for the Orange Lord and Savior King Messiah, so she is willing to absorb any cost for his ‘just’ war.

The comment that made me the saddest was from 35-year-old Garth Johnson who “is trying to make ends meet running a deep-cleaning business with several gas-powered vehicles and one machine fueled by diesel, which was $6.79 a gallon as he filled up his SUV.

Johnson voted for Trump but doesn’t know what he’s going to do in November. Johnson doesn’t feel qualified to second-guess the president’s evaluation of the war, but he's feeling financial pressure in his own life.

‘I like a lot of the things he’s done,’ Johnson said, but added ‘I’m a little guy and I’ve got to live my life.’”

This is where living on Fixed Land, the Land of Contradictions and Resolution ends up. You don’t like how hard it is to make ends meet but you are just ‘a little guy’ and you don’t feel qualified to second-guess the Orange Lord and Savior King Messiah. You participated in the Contradiction by voting, but you feel like the Resolution is above your pay grade.

And what is RFK Jr.’s Resolution this week? He spoke at a conference of an anti-vaccine activist group and said ‘Let me be clear: You have a strong and steadfast friend in the White House. We’ve accomplished in 19 months things that would have seemed unthinkable two years ago.’ Of course, he hasn’t accomplished anything that the anti-vaxxers would celebrate if they understood that most of what he has ‘done’ has been overturned, overruled, and will never become policy or law. It’s the booby prize for those who’ve loudly and loyally participated in the dialectic.

Come on in. The water is salt-free and life on the Floating Islands is not half bad.